Chastity Story: The Vault part 10

The next morning I woke to a text from Tiffany: “How’s it going? Have you used the Christmas present I gave you? Called Caitlin yet?”

I responded “I did use your present, but couldn’t get it to work. Saw Caitlin last night.”

She sent back: “I’m sorry the present didn’t work. Caitlin is great, isn’t she?”

I sent back: “yeah”

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Chastity Slave: Edward Cantor

edwardMy Chastity

It has been about one year and eight and a half months since I first corresponded with my Queen, known on twitter as QueenKittyOwnsU. My attraction to her was immediate.

This was online so all I knew of her, beyond what a small avatar icon would show me about the way she looked, was communicated through her words, her tone, her reactions to situations and people that were put in front of her. I was hooked, very quickly. She was (and is) joyful, playful, wicked, imaginative and keenly aware of what pleases her.

She was not a full time Domme as she is now. She was a working woman who seemed to enjoy tormenting her work supervisors with the amount of cleavage she enjoyed exposing with her clothing choices.

The first day that I got a chance to interact with her, I sent her some of my erotic writing.

The second day, I was binding my cock and balls for her in royalty-themed situations that she called for, as she wanted to be amused. I still blush when I see that photo — I’m very tightly tied and there’s a pink paper crown that bears her name perched upon my gleaming cock head.

Later that same day I was wrapped and bound in elastic bands, clamped with alligator clamps, my balls painted pink, with her name written upon me. These photos were a gift to her and she made the choice to post some on her twitter feed, giving me a rush I’d not experienced before in online service.

Either that same day or the next, I also began to write original fiction for her.

It was absolutely the next day when she first exerted control over my orgasms, allowing me one as long as I completely consumed my own resulting cum. Of course I complied.

There is quite a bit of physical distance between us, so I am not able to serve my Queen in person, though I ache to and dream of such a gift regularly.

The ways I can serve her are limited by his distance and some of the frustrating realities of so-called “real life” but there are a few ways in which she has allowed me to please and amuse her.

I keep a blog of my stories that are inspired by and writing for her – found at http://wordsforqueenkitty.blogspot.com – I hope that you find a moment to have a look and perhaps share a comment on some bit that you enjoy.

I am regularly commanded into varying forms of cock and ball torture or restraint — often with a “office” theme as when she really enjoys tormenting me that way is when I am working late. This is a chastity web site, so I won’t go into details about how I’ve been harnessed, bound, trussed up and tormented.

So, besides writing fiction and commanded bondage, what my Queen really has enjoyed demanding of me is chastity. I’ve said already that she knows what she likes, and what she likes is the erotic suffering of those that serve her.

She isn’t the kind of give me challenges to meet or milestones to work toward. She doesn’t ask me to beg for release or make promises of gifts or service. No, what she wants is me to ache. She wants me to suffer. She wants my balls blue and full and throbbing. She wants me to have the desire to cum and the desire to please her on my mind every single day.

I’ve had a number of long periods of chastity for my Queen since she took control of me and made me hers. None have been as long as the streak I’m currently on — now at 185 days, or over half a year. She hasn’t asked me to complete any particular task for release, and she pays no attention at big round numbers, other than to laugh.

I don’t get to be with my Queen. I don’t get to be the one bound at her feet or licking her boots or being put into humiliating outfits. I don’t get to be the controlled slave in a leather hood in her online videos. I don’t get to be the man with tears welling in his eyes the first time he has to take another man’s cock in his mouth.

How I get to serve is to ache for her. I get to throb. I get to feel how humiliatingly quickly I get hard when she has me edge for her. I get to walk a bit funny the day after she’s had me spanking my bound balls. Chastity is the gift she gives me.

I don’t know how long I’ll be aching, this time or the next time, but I’m thankful for each and every day.

Edward Cantor

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Chastity Story: The vault (part 7)

The first full week of no visits from Tiffany was almost over. While I was distraught about the prospect of not seeing Tiffany for a full 4 weeks, I was determined to keep my composure. I figured that if I could keep busy and keep my thoughts contained, I should be able to wait for Tiffany’s return without using the prostate massager that she had given me.

I was doing pretty well until that first Friday. Tiffany was leaving for her trip and I texted her to have a good trip. She texted back “Thanks! I have missed you this week (so have my feet and toes).”
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Chastity Story: The Vault part 6

Things had now changed a bit between Tiffany and I. The next several times she visited, things proceeded much like they had for months. Drinks, foot rubs, and talking about my dating life were followed by me using my masturbation tube. The change was that she didn’t give me the option of a handjob or kissing her feet. But she always expected me to ask to kiss her feet. She never told me to ask her. She would just sit so that her feet were out of reach while I was using my tube. She would only move them within reach if I asked… “may I kiss your feet?”
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Chastity Story: The vault part 5

Those words echoed in my head again and again. Why did she say that to me? Could she possibly have meant it the way I hoped? No, Dan, get that out of your head. But, I just couldn’t.

Every time I thought about Tiffany, I would have pit in my stomach. I would feel nervous and excited. Were we on the precipice of something? I would be so happy with her and I would do whatever I could to make her happy. The idea of making her smile would be nothing but pure joy. But. But, she is married and spurned my advances when I had the chance. Even now, with all that was going on between us, she was trying to connect me with another woman. Those thoughts, or realizations, would send me into a feeling of helpless despair. All of these conflicting emotions were causing an internal turmoil unlike anything I had experienced before.
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The Vault – part 4

After Tiffany left I went into panic mode. I needed to find a date for the weekend. I didn’t want to go a whole week without getting some relief.

I started with Diane. She seemed happy to hear from me, but was heading out of town for the weekend. I made a few more calls but had little luck. I was not going to get a date out of my phone book this late in the week. I was going to need to hit the bars and try to find some action (well, as much action as I could manage in my captive state).

I called my guy friends and we hit the town Friday night. We hit the town again on Saturday night. I did not fair well. I managed to not even get a number. Honestly, I don’t have a lot of game, but I usually don’t bat a zero either. I think my situation was making me desperate and that desperation was showing. By Sunday night, it was looking pretty grim.

I could just lie to Tiffany and tell her that I did go on a date. How would she ever know? I could make-up a new girl and say that we hung out for one night but I didn’t like her much and wouldn’t be calling her again. That might be enough to get me another week of handjobs.

The more I considered that plan, the more I leaned away from it. I have known Tiffany for a long time. And in all of that time I have never been outright dishonest with her. I don’t even know why, but I just couldn’t stomach the idea of lying to her face. I was going to tell her the truth. Maybe she would be nice and let this weekend slide.

I sent Tiffany a text at lunch on Monday and asked if she would be stopping by. She responded, asking if I went on a date over the weekend. I took a while to respond but I finally sent her the answer… “no.” She said she would be stopping by on Wednesday.

My heart sank. I knew there was a possibility that she would keep to her word, but a small part of me just wouldn’t accept that it was going to happen. I spent the rest of the afternoon at work coming up with a list of activities for Monday and Tuesday night. I needed to keep my mind busy and off of my penis.

By Wednesday afternoon I was on edge. I had called Diane Tuesday night and set up another date for the coming weekend. I hoped that I would be able to convince Tiffany to be kind and let me out of my cage.

Tiffany stopped by my place after work. I met her at the door and saw that she was wearing a light pink blouse and dress pants with black pumps. Those pants made her legs look longer than they were and the material really made her butt stand out. God! What I would do to just see that ass of hers!

As usual, she sat down on the couch and I grabbed a couple of beers. We chatted for a little while until she turned to my dating life.

“So, I’m disappointed that you didn’t have a date this past weekend.” She started.

“I’m sorry about that, but I did set up a date with Diane for this coming Saturday. I was hoping that…” I spit out as a defense until she interrupted.

“Dan, that is all well and good, but it doesn’t make up for this past weekend and what has been weighing on my mind. I am trying really hard to help you find some happiness. Honestly, I was feeling a little used.” She said.

I couldn’t help but wonder how I was taking advantage of her given that she had MY sexuality under lock and key. Regardless, I have known Tiffany long enough to know that I shouldn’t argue with her feelings.

“I’m sorry that I made you feel that way, it was not my intent. I appreciate your help and I know that you mean only the best for me.” I answered.

“ I know that you didn’t mean to make me feel that way. It is partly my fault for not taking better control of the situation and clearly explaining to you how this is going to work.” She admitted. “So, I have been thinking of ways to continue this arrangement without any problems.”

“Since you’re the one locked up, you need to start by admitting to me that I’m in control of this arrangement and that you trust my judgment.” She said with her eyes locked on mine.

“umm..” I stumbled. “Yes, you’re in control of this situation and I trust you implicitly.”

“Excellent, that is a good start. Now I’ll tell you the way this is going to work from now on. I will let you cum as many times a week as I think is appropriate based on your effort to comply with my instructions. I will be letting you cum today since I did not make it clear to you that I wanted you to be doing something significant every weekend to meet a nice girl. But today will be your only release this week.” She said.

“Ok, I….” I interrupted.

“I’m not done yet.” She smiled.

“If you ever fail to show effort on a weekend again, I will not allow you any release the following week. Also, part of the reason I have felt used is that I am trying to help you and I have been giving you handjobs. I have been enjoying the foot rubs you give me, but I need to feel more in control of this arrangement. I’d like a foot rub every time I come over, and I’d like you on the ground on your knees when you give it to me. Will you do that for me?” She asked with a flirtatious smile.

“… ok, I can do that.” I responded with a little hesitation. I started to blush. As I consented to her terms it dawned on me that I would probably consent to just about anything that she asked of me. I’ve always loved her. And although the ship sailed on that opportunity a long time ago, I can’t stop myself from hoping.

“Aww… you’re blushing.” She smiled. “… and I haven’t even gotten to the things that should make you blush.”

“Really…?” I inquired.

“So, when you’re giving me the foot rubs I want you on your knees as I said. I also want you in nothing but the chastity device. In fact, lets get to my foot rub.” As she said this our eyes were locked on each other’s. I was motionless, still processing what she had said. That is when she very subtly started to nod. That broke my trance.

I started to unbutton my shirt and she gave me a smile. Before I knew it I was standing with only my pants on and unzipping them. When I was out of my pants, I slowly knelt down before her. She slipped her pumps off. She extended her right foot to me and I began to rub while I looked up at her.

“Now for the last change.” She continued. “I will not give you any more handjobs except when I feel like you have done a great job… or at my whim.”

With that she reached for her purse and pulled out a large object. At first I didn’t recognize the object, but I soon realized that it was one of those male masturbation tubes that looks like a flashlight.

“I’ll cuff your hands as usual and you’ll cum in this.” She announced.

“That is enough foot rubbing for now. I’ve been curious to see you use this thing. Turn around so I can cuff you.”

I did as she said and she cuffed my hands behind my back.

“Tiffany, how am I supposed to use that thing if my hands are behind my back?” I asked.

“Face me again and I’ll explain.” She directed.

I turned around again on my knees and I saw her dripping lube into the end of the device. When she was done, she lifted the end of the couch cushion she was sitting on and placed the device under it so the opening was sticking out a little from the couch. She then reached into her shirt and pulled out the key to my chastity device and unlocked and removed it.

“Ok, it’s all yours. Go for it.” She said nearly breaking into laughter.

I just knelt there. I wasn’t getting hard. I was really uneasy with this situation.

“What’s wrong? I figured you’d be ready to go at the drop of a hat by now.” With that, she scooted back on the cushion and brought her foot up to my crotch and slowly and gently started to rub my penis with her toes. It wasn’t long before I was hard. Then she stopped and said “Say hello to your new friend.”

I waddled forward on my knees until my cock was just before the device and tried to push into it. It took a few attempts, but I finally aimed correctly and started to enter it. Tiffany moved up on the couch. Her legs were spread wide and the crotch of her pants was only half a foot from the opening of the device. She was staring down at my cock pumping into the fake pussy. She was fixated as I thrust back and forth. I was looking up at her – her face – her cleavage – the tight crotch of her pants. I was trying to imagine that it was her that I was fucking and not the couch. I noticed that as my rhythm increased her fingers were clenching her knees tightly. After a while I shuddered as I came into the device.

“That was hot. Wait here while I get a towel” She said as she stood up, swinging her leg over my head.

She was gone for a while – longer than it should have taken to get a towel. All the while I stayed imbedded in the device. She finally returned and wiped me clean and put the chastity device back on. She then removed the cuffs and told me to get dressed.

“So, I hope this new arrangement will have you motivated to listen to me. I’m glad that you have that date with Diane this weekend. You should try to meet more women. Maybe a speed dating event. The quicker you find a nice girl, the quicker you can go back to “regular” sex.” She smiled.

And with that she got up and made her way to the door.

“I look forward to hearing about your date next week.”

She gave me a hug. While she was hugging me she gave me a brief tight squeeze and said softly “I love you.” She then broke the hug, and without any eye contact, turned toward the door and left.

Sigh.

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The Vault – part 2

After Tiffany left, I found myself entertained for the rest of the evening. I had no plans for that Friday night, so I spent much of the night admiring the device that now kept me from my junk. It was a pretty ingenious device. It consisted of two clear plastic rings and a curved, clear plastic tube. My penis and testicles passed through the larger plastic ring and only my penis went through the second, smaller plastic ring. My penis then went into the plastic tube. All of the pieces were kept at an even distance from each other with small plastic posts on each of the pieces. And, of course, they were kept in place by the small padlock that Tiffany had attached.

It wasn’t at all what I would call comfortable, but it didn’t hurt either. I tried on various pairs of pants and found that it caused a noticeable bulge in the dress pants I wore to work. But, it really wasn’t noticeable through my casual pants and jeans. I decided that I would have to go shopping early tomorrow to get some pants for work that wouldn’t tip people off that something plastic was locked on my junk.

I admired myself naked in the mirror and took a shower. Cleaning wasn’t the easiest thing to do, but using the toilet was the part that I honestly hadn’t considered beforehand. I would have to sit to pee.

In addition to admiring the device, I spent the whole evening thinking about Tiffany. Every time she popped into my head, I would feel those long-dormant feelings well up. Each time this happened, I would swell up as much as the device would allow. I would then have to redirect my thoughts. It was frustrating to not get hard, but it even more frustrating to think about Tiffany. She is the only girl I have known that I’m truly happy to be around. I would just have to let those thoughts go and focus on finding another girl who made me feel the same way.

My sleep was a bit restless that night. The sensation of the device locked on to me and the thoughts running through my head, made sleeping a difficult task.

I awoke the next morning feeling a bit groggy and with a bit of discomfort emanating from my crotch. I realized that the discomfort had been caused by the device’s denial of my morning wood.

By the time I was showered and ready to go out shopping for new pants, I was feeling very on edge. I was beginning to feel a bit anxious about the device and desperately wanted to get the device off and rub one out. I kept telling myself that it wasn’t a big deal and that the anxiety would pass as soon as I was outside in the fresh air.

I took a bus to a nearby clothing store and looked for new pants for work. I noticed women. I always noticed women, but this was different. I noticed them all and desperately wanted some relief. I tried to collect myself and restrain my urges. I bought a few pairs of pants and returned home.

The day passed more or less normally but I found myself cleaning my apartment and doing any other task I could think of to take my mind off the longing I felt.

Evening came and I got ready for my date. Just before I left my apartment to meet Diane, my date, I received a text from Tiffany. “Good luck on your date!” I wrote her back “Thanks”, and headed off to meet Diane.

My date with Diane started with dinner. We chatted and joked with each other. She was wearing a skirt that showed off her lovely legs. Her blouse was low cut and showed off her cleavage. I could feel myself occasionally fixated on her feminine charms. I had to pull myself away from my internal turmoil to focus on our conversation. While she was very nice, she didn’t strike me as particularly bright.

We finished dinner and went to a nearby spot to grab a drink and dance. After a few strong drinks, we were on the dance floor. Our chemistry was good, so it was only a matter of time before we were dancing closely.

After a little bit, Diane said, “Something is poking me. Do you have something in your pocket?”

I stammered a little bit. Finally, I managed to say “It might be my keys. Sorry about that.”

“Well, move them to your back pocket.” Diane said with a smile.

I knew that moving my keys would not solve the problem, as it was the chastity device that was poking her. I had to get out of this situation.

“Why don’t we get out of here?” I suggested.

Diane agreed and we headed off to her apartment building. When we got there, she invited me up but I declined. I gave her a kiss. I didn’t want her to think that I wasn’t interested, but I couldn’t go up to her apartment. My secret would have been discovered. I told her that I would call and then caught a cab home.

I was lucky that the meal and alcohol had made me pretty drowsy, so I went to bed immediately and fell asleep.

Sunday morning was much like Saturday morning. When I woke up, I could feel my penis struggle against the device. I spent a while laying in bed trying to redirect my thoughts without success. So, I got up and took a cold shower. The shower didn’t solve my problem, but it did dampen my urges slightly.

I had the whole day ahead of me and found that I needed to stay active to keep from going crazy. Watching TV didn’t help as almost every show and even most commercials had me thinking about sex. I continued cleaning my apartment and finished a lot of tasks that I had been meaning to do for a long time. I punctuated my constant activity with cold showers.

By the time dinner had rolled around, I was nearly at my wits end. I needed this thing off of me. Not long after I finished eating, I received another text from Tiffany, “Hope the date went well. Can’t wait to hear about it. See you tomorrow.”

I wrote back, “Date was okay. I need to get out of this thing, it is driving me crazy!”

She responded, “It hasn’t even been three days! Don’t be such a wimp, I’ve gone weeks without.”

I was a bit mad about her response, so I didn’t send a reply.

I did some exercises, had a couple of drinks and took a final cold shower and tried to go to sleep. After staring at the ceiling for a while, I finally passed out.

Monday at work was a real pain. I have a desk job, so I spent much of the day with my mind wander off. I couldn’t wait to see Tiffany so she would let me out of this thing.

After what felt like an eternity, quitting time finally came. I hurried home to wait for Tiffany.

I waited for a while and was just about to hop in the shower for another cold one, when Tiffany buzzed from downstairs. I let her in and waited for her to come up. She finally knocked on my door and I opened it.

Even though I had just seen her on Friday, it seemed like I hadn’t seen her for a long time. Her face seemed fresh and her dark eyes had a light to them. Her lips were stretched into an effortless smile as she leaned in to hug me hello. She wasn’t dressed any differently than the dozens of times she had stopped by before, but it seemed different. She wore a white button down blouse and a black skirt with black high heeled shoes. Her blouse hugged her frame showing off that beautiful curve running in from her chest and back out at her hips – the perfect hourglass. Her long, black hair was pulled back into a ponytail.

“Hey, you!” She greeted me.

She sat on the couch and crossed her legs.

“How was the weekend? Tell me about your date.” She said.

“It was okay. Did you bring the keys?” I asked.

“Wow, you are anxious! First tell me about your date.” She said redirecting the conversation.

It looked like she was going to make me wait for the keys, so I grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge, gave her one and told her about my date with Diane. I tried to stay calm, but my mind kept racing between the lust I was feeling for Tiffany and getting a hold of those keys!

“Well, it sounds like our experiment is working out well. You noticed that Diane is not very smart and you didn’t have sex with her on the first date. I think you should go out with her again and confirm whether your initial impression of her is correct.” Tiffany said regarding my description of the date.

“Working out well?! I’ve been going crazy these past few days. Every morning I wake up with a pain in my crotch from morning wood and I spend the rest of the day taking cold showers. I need this thing off of me.” I responded.

“Dan! You promised that you would give this a real try. And one weekend doesn’t count as a real try. Will you put the device back on if I let you out of it?” She said.

“Uh…” Was all I could manage before she cut back in.

Her face had changed a little. That effortless smile was replaced by a bit of a frown.

“That’s what I thought. I am rarely in a position to make someone keep their promises to me. But, this time, I can do just that. I will let you out as soon as I feel confident that you’ll put it back on.” She said.

“Are you kidding me?!” I responded.

“No. I’m not kidding. Look at how well your date went and your apartment has never been cleaner. Once you accept this, you’ll find that it will be easier and there might be some serious benefits.” She said.

“Tiffany! This isn’t funny. Give me the key.” I demanded

“Don’t take that tone. I care a lot about you and I think that this will ultimately be for your own good. I think I’m going to head off. I’ll stop by tomorrow.” She said with a slightly raised voice and a furrowed brow.

With that she picked up her purse and started toward the door. I followed quickly behind her.

“Wait! Are you really going to leave?!” I implored.

“Yes. I’ll see you tomorrow.” She said.

It flashed through my mind to grab her or snatch her purse away, but I restrained myself. I let her leave. What have I gotten into?

[End of Part 2]

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